WHATEVER

Ahh..
i hates u..

Dont u know..
that u just same like me..
Dont u know..
that i learned from u..

But why justt me that makes mistakes??

feel dissapointed for myself

Ahh..
i feel dissapointed for myself..
i hate myself for being a dreamer..
hate myself that waste dad money..
hate for being a bullshitt..
hate for being nothing at all..

all i do is make them angry..
all i do is make them sad..
and cry..

i want try to be someone..
that in the future i can repay my parents money!!
god bless me!!and god bless u aLL!!

Stranger by the day

Day passed again..
feel like stranger more and more recently..
feel like stranger at home..
im not the owner of the house..
im started to do not know my father,mother more and more..
because of me and my parents..

at schooL..
im nobody..

who is me??

With other people,friends..
i started to change my habit..
try to not do a bad thing..
but more and more i not understand them..
and more i realise that im not them..
sometimes try to avoid them..

but it is me??

my ear doesnt hear my voice..
my voice isn't my voice..
my face is not my expression..
cant talk like the last time..
cant smile like the past time..
cant laugh at people like past time..
cant stand like the last time..
cant do the thing like the last time..

what can i do??!!
Many people say,,
No one is dumb..
A people with a weakness in something..
is just a people with a ability in other thing..
but im not sure about myself..
actually i feel like i can do nothing..


IS it me??!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i lost myself....

A Question Without Answer..

When im in the crowded,
I dont feel comfort..
feel like this is not me..
Then i go away just alone..
with myself..
nOw when Im alone..
I feel bored..
then there is always a reason for me to hate the situations..
even it is not others fault..
sometimes,just hate them..
doesn't matter why,just feel it..
that feeling bigger and bigger then i realize that the more i hate them,
the more i know that..
what i really hate is me myself..

I cannot blame the god..
so i asked him..
I asked him a question and a sentence that i believe that is true..
then
I was waiting one day,one week,one year..
I'm waiting and waiting..
But there is no answer..

When I dunno what to do..
I dunno what to say..
the time doesnt care..
it is spinning without any commands..
sometimes it is so slow..
but sometimes it is so quick..

the time passed..
in the process..
I experienced many thing..
I experienced conflict with others..
I experienced conflict with myself..
and conflict with many things that unseen,but can feel..
then i think i found my answer why god doesnt answer my question..
I think it is because:
He want me to search the answer for my own question..
He doesnt give an answer for a question..
Not a single one..
He give many variable,many possibilities for answers..
He want me to choose,the best for me..
even i think it is bad..

God doesnt want to persue me like the people do in the world..
he doesnt want to say who is right or wrong..
because when the one is right,another is wrong..
In god minds,there is no right or wrong..
there is no wins or loses..
there is no two player..
we are one possision..
even we are different..

If..

If love is blind..why we fall in love??
Everybody wants to get into heaven..but no one wants to die..
Klo anak selalu mesti diajarin ma orang tua..buat apa kta belajar ndiri??
hehe

Life is So short

Life is short..
bener ga seh??

emank g pikir2 iy jga se..
wktu dulu g sd..klo ada ulangan kan uda dikase tau dre jau2 ari..eh g pasti bilangnya ah..mase lama mase 2 minggu lage..eh kenytaannya cpet banget ya,,ampe2 g lupa wktu itu da nyampe dan bahkan uda g lewatin..bahkan g bru inget akhir2 ne wktu sd g sering ngomong ke temen kaya gtu,dan contoh laennya itu..waktu itu g umur 11 taon..mau baca buku love hina yang 13 tahun..eh sekrang malahan g uda 18 taon..

wktu umur 10 taon g nonton panji manusia mileniium yang diputerin taon 2000 karena milenium bru..g pikir kapan g gedenya..sekarang taon 2008 uda 8 taon dari wktu itu,karena bentar lge new year kemudian bentar lagi 9 taon yaitu 2009,..wew waktu yang cukup lama dipikir2 tp terasa sangat singkat setelah g lewatin..

trus ya dipikir2..
apa yang uda g lewatin..sebenernya semua ada maknanya buat g..
apa se yang uda berubah di dalem at d luar diri g??
kayaknya setela g pikir2 ada jga perubahan..
bae itu dari dalem ato di luar,kaya mgkn sekarang g lebi bisa mikir objektif dan bukan subjektif..

Tp ada jg hal yg g kangenin yaitu masa sd g..
suatu masa dimana anak2 mase polos2 dan juga mase baru dalam segala sesuatu hal..
g seneng masa sd karena wktu sd kta mase polos2,dengan tampang senyum2 stiap hari karena tyap hari kerjaannya maen kejar2an yang pada saat itu menrut kta anak sd itu adalah hal yang seru,
kta bermain bola jga dengan sepenuh ati,kami 2 kelas yang bertandink bola pada saat itu,tidak peduli brapa orang yang main..kami ga ngitungin,pokoknya kami mengejar bola botol yang hanya terbuat dri plastik itu dengan perasaan senang gembira,dengan penuh semagat,walau berkeringat di bwah sinar matahari,hehe,
wktu sd jga blom ada yang jaim2 an ato geng2an karena semuanya maen bareng..

tapi
yang uda lwat biar aja deh..
ga mau dikangenin,krena uda ga bisa blik lge jga..
kecuali g jdi orang idiot banget karena sesuatu hal trus diturunin ke sd lagii..hwhw
amit2 de..

tp g ngerasa selama ini g belom melakukan suatu hal yang menurut g berkesan ato berguna bagi keidupan g maupun orang tua,temen g,ato makhluk2 lainnya..kayaknya mase ada waktu yang kebuang jga..

ya niatnya se g pengen ngelakuin suatu hal yang berkesan dan berarti buat kehidupan g pada saat ini..
jadi ntar nanti kalo uda lewat ga nyesel,dan jga mgkin nanti klo uda lewat ada sesuatu yang rasa puas dalem diri g ini..yang kayakny uda g lakuin..dan g berhasill..
kayaknya puas gtu dalem ati..
tu kayaknya yang lge pengen g capai..g ga mau ada time yang waste ato idup cuma berlalu aja..
karena suatu saat g bakal nyesel dan bertanya2 kepada diri g ndiri..kenapa g ga ngelakuin suatu hal yang dulu mestinya bsa g lakuin..

Life is so short..
time is not enough to be wasted
and to do the things we dont have to..

mungkin itu jga ya..soalnya g rasa ga penting banget lho kita belajar hal2 yg ga berhubungan dengan kehidupan kita nantinya kaya misalnya sekarang belajar sejarah indonesia,sosiologi,..yang akhirnya ga kepake buat keidupan kita nantinya dan jga ga ada hubungannya nanti dengan idup kita nanti maupun skarang..
manknya soekarno bisa berdiri lagi,pidato,mimpin bangsa indonesia?
manknya bung tomo mase bisa lagi tereak2 mimpin perang pake bambu runcing?
ah omong ksong!!manknya ga ada ap orang2 penting akhir2 ne..
mestiny sekolah belajar kek sejarah tokoh2 dunia yang ada sekarang2 ini..
kan banyak tu,kayak barrack obama,warren buffet..manknya dulu bung tomo ngerti maen saham ap,mau ngapaen belajar perang kalo kta ga perlu perang!!lgean kan kta mestinya membuat sejarah,bukan mengulang sejarah..wduuuuuu..
trus jga g rasa sukses akademik bukan dengan pasti menentukan sukses idupnya..
kaya orang bnyak yang bilang ne anak rapornya bgus,ntar pasti sukses..
ga setuju bgt g..
manknya nanti kalo mau pinjem duit dari bank kita ditanyain,rapornya merah berapa??
kan kga ditanyain..mungkin kalo orang yang pinter itu sukses g percaya,
klo rapor bagus=sukses..wah ga banget!!

jdi intinya g ga suka belajar hal2 yang ga berhubungan dengan idup g sekarang dan nantinya karena idup itu pendek dan kayaknya itu buang2 waktu banget!!mending kita fokusin ke hal2 yang lebi berguna buat keidupan kita kayak misalnya bahasa iggris,ato kalo ga ngembangin hobi ,kaya g hobi fto,,g mending ngabisin wktu g buat berlatih fto,dan mempelajari hal2 ttg fto..buat ap belajar yang laen2..klo emank kta ga niat..

sebeeLL!!!

duh sebal aja ne,
setiap kali g ngomong ap ke nyokap ato bokap..selalu aja jdinya ribut..mau itu salah paham ato gnya auban,ato gak pnya hormat,ato kurang ajar perlu dihajar, ato emang shionya ciong byasa orang tua bilang..halah2..tp g kayaknya sebel jg ne kalo gne mulu..cpek jga..

g gak bsa sebel ma ortu g,karena berbagai alasan kaya mereka uda lahirin g,uda kase makan,dll..
tp tyap kali g dimaraen,ato ribut..g ada rasa sebel di ati,rasa ngeganjel kayaknya belom puas..tp smakin g ngomong,semakin banyak pula g ribut..semakin g ngomongin apa yang pengen g omongin semakin gede aja tu masalah..kayaknya g ngerasa g dre dunia laen aja..yang g omongin mbak nyampe k mereka jdi mbek..dan mungkin lama-kelamaan..kayaknya g jdi sebel ma diri g sndiri,,kyaknya g yang bikin ribut melulu..tp besokannya g ulang lage,ulang lage,,dan selalu aja da rasa nyesel ato ganjel dalem ati..apa yg pengen g sampein ga nyampe n dingertiin ma mereka..

Question??

Question is:

Something you dont know..
Something you havent feel..
Something you havent experience..
Something about you and yourself..
Something about you and your relationship..
Something about your past and your future..

What question do you have??
Do you always have the answer for your questions??
Do you ever have a question that can't be aswered??
Do you know what is the answer??

I dont know it too..wkwk

because it is life..
Many question in the world..
There maybe one,or many answer for a question,or maybe you found there is no answer..
The time and the world is the answer..

Even..try to..

Sometimes
I know u're tired..
I know u're suffer..
but try to run when you can't even walk..
try to jump even when you can't stand..
it's not a big thing..
it's only a hope
i know it's hard,when you are tired..
when you dont have a courage..
when you feel empty in your heart..
but try even there is only a small diference..

the future exist when the hope exist..
try to not fall into the hole..
try to not blown away by the wind..
try to not fall into the stream ..
try to see when there is no lights..

yes i just know you're tired,you're bored..
but what can i do??
I just only can see you

i can't help you fully or totally..
i just only can support you..
the one and only i can help fully is myself..
because everything about me is depends on me,myself..
and everything about you is up to you..
depends on you,yourself..
i just can support you..
i can't fully restored you..

hope you hear the bird singing,not the bird screaming..

Losing my direction

This morning,
I argued with my mom when he take me to school
she said that she was tired and heartbroken to speak with me..
She cried in the moment
actually I dont want it,
I continue my speaking
but it just make it more complicated
the more I talk,the more we fought
actually my heart feel disapointed too
there's a pain with a fret in my heart..

My heart feel doesnt right..
feel complicated,
actually i want to isolate myself at the time
coz when i feel complicated
i want to be left alone..
but i must go to school,
it is my duty..
an annoying duty
it's sucks..

i went home..
my mom seems dont care..
no one care..
i hate myself sometimes in this life..
seems like no one care about me..

I dont want to make a smile
bcoz deep inside i have a disapointment..

when my parents practice..
I smoking alone outside..
actually when i first smoking,
i felt scared,and feel guilty..
i dont want to be an active smoker..
i dont want to be an addict..

I know it is wrong..
and
it is bad,but i felt soo disapointed in my heart..
really annoying me..
seems like the disapointment makes me to close my ears..
it makes me feel that im the most "right" person..
although i know i am wrong..
it makes me stubborn..
yes really2 stubborn..
seems like it is the reason to do a bad thing..

i dont want to be an active smoker..
i dont want to be an addict..

but now at the time
I dont see any point in my life,
dont have a point of interest in my life..
dont have an objective,
i lost my direction..

i dont want to blame my parents..
they born me..
they take care me

I dont want to hate my parents
but not that easy,
actually it is easy to said,but hard to feel..
the feeling deep inside of my heart..
that not easy to go away..

im tired..

it just
now I hate myself..

sebeLL!!

Ahh g kesell!!napa seh fto g selalu aja dikrtik ma ortu,,mau nyokap ato bokap sama ajaa!!

kenapa selalu fto g yang g fto klo bonyok lyat pasti dibilangnya gak bgus,,belajar lagee..
teknikny kurang bisa..ntar klo kamu uda belajar bru bsa sadar yang fto sekarang jelek..

kenapa mereka gak anggep sama sekali klo g jg belajar moto dri inet,tnya2 orang,tnya guru..
kenapa gak dianggep sama sekalii..g merasa g kaya orang yang asal fto,gak ngerti apa2,dan jga gak belajar sama sekali dr pengalaman..

g uda jelasin klo ini jga blajar,n ini jga uda nerapin teknik2 dasar..
tp mereka gak mau terima..g dianggep begoo!!ahh kesell!!kenapa c mereka gak mau ngerti kalo g jelasinn!!
manknya bisaa mereka fto!!bokap aja suru fto pas fto 3x4 kmrn gak bisa focus..kenapa bisa kritik g!!ahh!!gak perna mereka bilang fto g bguss!!gak pernah denger mereka mau dengerin omgan ato penjelasan g..

Malah kemaren dikataen auban g jga kesell amat!!kemaren bokap mau pke flash suru ftoin dy..g gak mau g bilang gak butuh klo pke kkencengan jdinya keputihan..eh dibilangnya aubann..huh..
padahal jdinya jga yg dicetak yg ga pake flash..

Manknya mereka ngerti foto yang bgus kaya ap,,kaya ap,teknik2nya gmana..
koq bsa2nya krtik g padahal g uda nerapin teknik2 dasar..orang fto bgus aja g rasa mereka blom bisa bedain..ibaratnya orang yang buta yang belom bsa nglyat bayinya uda ngerangkak ato uda jalan,tp selalu marain bayinya suru jalan...Klo g jelasin ini ono,,dibilangny papa gak perlu ngertii,,papa uda gak maen kamera..g mase anakny bukan seh..kenapa klo g jelasin dibilang ga perlu ngertii..

Duh g jadi iri ma bokapnya CM kmaren aja wktu g pgy ngobrol ma bokapnya,bokapnya taw cm itu orangnya kaya gmana..dy tu fokus klo uda ada hoby,mau belajarnya gmana,trus jga klo maen tenis ska mukulnya kaya gmana,,karena uda dari kecil jdi bgini2,bla3,blu4..kayaknya uda ngertiin dy bgt..

Lah bonyok g taw ap ttg g,cma tawnya g hobi fto doank..trus taw ap??tawnya cma fto g jelek2..gak ngerti teknik dasar moto ama bru setaon pegang kamera..mana taw dy g byasa suka ftoin ap,uda ampe mana,gak pernah dlyat tu fto2 g klo g bis plg hunting jga..cm lyatny klo ftoin mereka aj..gak pernah dy nanya fto ini mnrt kamu bgusnya dmana..bgus ya ftonya ini nya bgus,ato itunya menarik ..bilang lumyan kek,,ato lmyn uda bgus cm kurang ini itu jg gpp..
bisany cm bilang jelek,,orangny kelyatan gendut..apanya yg menarikk..teknik2nya mase kurang bisa..huh sebal,sebal,seball!!

Extra-ordinary=ordinary

One day,,

SOmebody:hey look the beach and the sun its amazing!!
something:No its just a common sunset..

Somebody:look,there is a flower there!!it is beautifull!!
Something:No,it is just ordinary flower,,i have many in my home..

Somebody:Hey,,he is very rich,,he must be a great man!!
Something:No he's just only a rich man,,in here many rich man live..

Somebody:Hey,i like the pictures of her..it is very amusing!!
Something:it is just another good one picture..what is the special??

Somebody:I love the sound of the birds and the waterfall in this mountain,it's tranquilizing me..
Something:Just a sound of the birds..such a normal thing in this place..

If everything is a ordinary
So where is the extra-ordinary??

You have lost your feeling
you've lost the meaning of extra-ordinary..

If you seek"the extra-ordinary" in your life
without a heart and a feeling

YOU WONT FIND IT

coz what you search is nothing..
Not a thing..
you search what you dont have..but you have everything..
the thing is in your heart and maybe not out there..

Try to live with the ordinary
and feel the grateful way..
feel relaxed,and feel happy about it..

Me and You

I need you to be something

and i would be me if there is you..
^
|
itulah kata2 yg g sadur dri bu beti
guru mat yang baek hati,
mengajar budi pekerti
slain mengajar matematika yang akan dilupakan nanti..

maybe other people is onother me in somebody..
covered with other faces and behaviour..
me and you spent time in different dimensions..

sometimes human fight for differences..
or searching for the best or just for exclusiveness..

the religion is a thing try to join us..
but usually human seperate and makes a district..
think they are the best other are sucks..

I think it is humanly..
and no one said it is not normal..
yes,,it is normal..

every human have his own freqeuncy
his mind and his feeling..
if you hide..
If you is not "you" and i am not"me"
You and me walks individually until the frequency meet
and the we can called "we"..

but it is not easy to be "me"..
the frequency is a god gift..
and it s not easy for you to understand "me"..
coz sometimes i dont understand "me"myself..

need time to understand myself..

Barrack Obama

Hari ini tanggal 5 november 2008,akhirnya presiden amerika yang baru terpilih..Dy adalah Barrack Obama,,ia mengalahkan pesaingnya yaitu mc cain..Barrack Obama adalah orang yang pernah tinggal di menteng dahulu kala..Wah2 jadi bangga ternyata presiden Amerika yang super power perna tinggal di negara wong desoo jga..haha,,

Saya jga adalah pendukung Barrack Obama sesugguhnya..Mungkin terdapat motif2 dmana saya mendukung Barrack,motif2 itu adalah:
-Barrack mase muda dan dari mukanya sepertiny ia adalah orang yang baik dan berwibawa..
Sedangkan mccain sudah tua uda gak ganteng uda gak perlente orang bilang..dan jga mungkin uda pelupa..hyhy
-Barrack Obama tidak setuju terhadap perang yang dilakukan AS,mungkin dengan trpilihnya Obama dunia bisa lebih damai dan perang pun berkurang maka jumlah orang yang tersenyum makin banyak.. :)
-Barrack obama adalah mantan anak kampungan yang yang uda pindah ke kota besar,,maka dengan terpilihnya dia sbgai presiden,,mga2 aja dy inget dengan kampungnya yang masih kampungan yaitu indonesia..
-Dengan perang yang dihentikan oleh Barrack Obama,mungkin saja harga dinar irak akan naek,dan gue kaya deh..abis kemaren duit jajanya g buat beli dinar irak ampe skrang mase jadi duit maenan tu duit..

Dan yang terakhir dy adalah the "FIRST BLACK IN WHITE",,barrack obama adalah presiden item yang pertama di antara orang bule..bisa dibilang kecap diantara nasi,semut item di susu putih,taoco dianatara tahuu..tapi mau ap jga yang penting smoga dunia ini bsa belajar dari amerika,dari bijaksananya bule.. dan mengurangi rasialisme yang ada di antara rumpun sipit dan rumpun belo,rumpun taoco dan rumpun tahuu..terutama di negara indonesia ini,,dimana orang sipit "orang cina"disipitin orang belo"orang indo",di cengin ma orang pribumi..huh
wish the world change..

Your own rhtym

If you feel sick of the world..
sick of crowded..
You feel lonely when you're alone..
No one fits you..

When the rock kids is too rock for you..
And the classical kids is too soft for you,,
makes you sleepy and bored..
Dont feel sad..
Feel your present,,feel yourself,,and play your own music..
You'll find another music..
it is your rhytm..

You will enjoy,
and the others will listen..

Questions

One day..
I lie down in the bed..
watching the rain outside..

One thing i realised that rain come from above..
Down to the earth..
Is god truly exist??
or it is just a science..

questions asked..
and i think what question should i ask and what i shouldn't..

In my place where i lived..
Many people asked why..
if i do a thing then they asked..

Huh i kind of hate them..
why should asked why..
is a reason needed to do something..
shit i dont know why lately it's hard to explain,or to say anything..

because the truth i dont want to say a thing..
then you asked why..
I just dont want to..
I just want to keep silence in a moment..
it's just my feeling

one thing i learned is
a feeling cant be lied..

Wanna be something,someone,in sometimes at somewhere..

Many people wants to be perfect..
but it doesnt matter who can be perfect..

It just dont feel right if live is so perfect..
Many ways to try to be better..
It is only "better",
but there is no "perfect"..

If there is no sadness,there is no happiness..
when you see the happiness you don't see the sadness..
but actually happiness is a sadness too..
because happiness doesn't last forever..

If there is mercy there is a love..

You wouldn't thanks for god to see the sun,
if you havent been blind..

A victory without a hardwork is meaningless,
if there is no hardwork..
The winner is not a victory,
You win for your effort..

For people wants to be perfect
but doesn't feel perfect..

The stars wont be bright if it is not dark..
you can feel even when you can't see..
It doesnt mean its doesnt exist when you don't see..

You can't speak,but you can think..
you can walk and you can run..
free your mind and soul
it's your life,,
and it's your choice!!

10 habits

1.saia suka photography..mulai dari hal2 kecil sampe hal2 yang besar,,tp g gk gtu suka photo jurnalistik..

2.saia kurang suka dengan keramaian..saya suka berpetualang..

3.saia kurang suka berlama2 d rumah..saia senang pergi2 bersama teman atupun sendiri ato brg fam,,klo d rmh trus bsenn..

4.saia kurang suka dengan makanan yang terlalu manis..byasanya c lebi suka makanan yang asin2..tp beberapa doyan manis jg c..kayak caramel popcorn gtu..hehe

5.saia mempunyai cita-cita untuk mengelilingi dunia mengunjungi dan berlibur,merasakan budaya orang lain,lalu tinggal d pinggir pantai dan jga menjdi orang yang bahagia,,enak makan enak tidur..duit mencukupi..hehe..

6.saia kurang bersekolah,,karena saya merasa sering bosan d skolah,,saya jg benci mat dan hitung2an..

7.saia suka mendengarkan musik,,tp saya tidak bisa bermain alat musikk..
pengen bisa c sebenernya tp lom bisa..hoho

8.saia ketika tidur suka mengigau,gak taw kenapa..setiap tidur ma bonyok pasti dibilangnya malem ngigo..

9.saia suka ntn bioskop,,ntn film2 bgus apalagi ama temen ato pacar..nikmat bener..

10.saia kurang suka ama orang yang bercandanya keterlaluan n terkadang bisa bikin orang sakit ati..

hehehehe,,sekian..

what is your Life purpose??

In this world
Where we lived for what should we do,
Not for what we feel

What is your purpose for living??

Poor man say the wealth..
the truth is richman doesnt always happy..

he doesnt know the meaning of being rich..

The clever rich man say the happiness..
he buy and do anything to get happy
but nothing makes he happy..

because he doesnt know how to do a little smile..

The sick man said health..
Some healthy people doesnt care about their live
and feel depressed..

Lonelyman say the the friendship..
The truth is sometimes friends actually makes u happy..
But they might not understand u in silence..

Because he doesnt know how to speak and laugh..

I would answer living in a middle of the sea,,
with my soulmate and a few of friends and their's soulmate..
care for others,share times..
enjoy togetherness is my happiness..

For me living is for who we are and for what we feel..
knowing my life and live the meaning..
I try to love my life and loving to live..

My soul Memory

Kita berlayar mengarungi waktu..
Mgkn nanti kita akan merindukan masa ne,mgkn nanti kta gk akan d sni lge..
mgkn nanti kita sudah saling berpisah,berbeda ruang dan waktu..

Ya itu pasti terjadi,suatu saat nanti..
Tp satu hal yang pasti meski nanti ombak laut membawa kita pergi,
angin meniup kita dari arah yang berbeda,
tp jiwaku masih d sni,selalu mengingat masa indah..

aku ingin mengulang masa dmana kita menikmati waktu bersama,
berbagi pengalaman,berbagi canda tawa..
kita berpandangan sama,tp berkata beda dan merasa beda..

Waktuku kecill,,
ku melihat plaut,melaut..
Diterpa angin dan dibawa oleh ombak..

Sekarang aku telah dewasa,kini ku berlayar sendiri
menikmati terpaan angin..
Deburan ombak membawaku semakin menjauh..
seperti kenangan ini yang semakin lama semakin menjauh..

kemudian ku menemukan sebuah pulau,
indah tak berpenghuni..
Ku cba hidup sendiri di pulau
"indah" tapi "sepi"
kucoba menikmati..

Setelah beberapa lama kumerasa bosann..
ku coba buat nanem tanaman yang g bawa..
Dan saat kumenunggu
aku ingin ada yang menemani,
melewati hari yang sepi,
mengubah hari menjadi berseri..

Walau aku coba untuk tumbuh,
aku tidak bisa tumbuh cepat,
aku tidak bisa memaksa pertumbuhannku..

Aku tahu saat ini
aku ingin ditemani atau diangkat untuk
mengambil sebuah kelapa yang tinggi..
Tapi saatnya nanti pohon itu tumbuh,dan berbuah,
aku akan memetik dan membaginya kepada semua temanku..
mengingat semua temanku,dan mengenang kebersamaan itu..

for me yesterday is a history,tomorrow is mistery..
so save your history,live for today,n hope for tomorrow..